in the end it will be alot different than you first imagined..
So the past few days i have been doing alot of thinking. And to be completely honest I am so excited for senior year its crazy, but at the same time i dont want it to start, because i know that it will be over in the blink of an eye, and i dont want it to be that way. I want to stay friends with these people forever, they are truly like my family, and the feeling of knowing that in 10 years i probably won’t even know over half of them kind of makes me want to throw up.
I am obviously probably one of the more dramatic people you know. i’m sure all of you have seen me cry on numerous occasions…but seriously i can’t even think about graduating next spring without feeling sick to my stomache like i’m about to cry…i guess part of the reason may be due to the fact that the school is my home, i’m always protected there due to my dad and everything…and i guess everything just become bittersweet.
I couldn’t be happier to have expierienced the past 6 years with all these people, and its kind of crazy to think that just this past summer i finally came to know most of them. I fully regret now getting to know people from the start…
on the contrary…
i am SO EXCITED for this year. its going to be amazing God is already working through each of us and it makes me so happy. I cannot wait to see everyone everday… and walk through the halls knowing that all my classmates are my friends…
just a few thoughts….
xoxo
Shelby Elyse—Weezer
